Ken, I don't really know you but I feel as though we are both in the same funk. I would love to tell you that the pain will eventually ease, and it probably will. I am still waiting myself. But the memories....hold on tightly to those! That does sometimes help. I know what you mean when you wish you could hear Ann laugh, see her smile, hear her voice. I want the same from my husband. You and Ann were so dear to send flowers when she was so ill. But that was Ann. I can tell you that she is now surrounded by family, friends, and she is still with you. I believe that. Hold on to that. Talk to her. I believe she'll hear you. Maureen

Empty....

I'll write, but not now, nothing there.
My God how I miss her, fill me again with her laughter. smiles and her love.
Thank you for my Ann,........ our Ann.

It's September 15, and I'm still lost, hollow.........
I thought after my other losses I would be able to move on, but I can't, I miss you with all my heart. I'm stuck, you are my life, my love....stay in my heart.