Ken, I don't really know you but I feel as though we are both in the same funk. I would love to tell you that the pain will eventually ease, and it probably will. I am still waiting myself. But the memories....hold on tightly to those! That does sometimes help. I know what you mean when you wish you could hear Ann laugh, see her smile, hear her voice. I want the same from my husband. You and Ann were so dear to send flowers when she was so ill. But that was Ann. I can tell you that she is now surrounded by family, friends, and she is still with you. I believe that. Hold on to that. Talk to her. I believe she'll hear you. Maureen